Timothy Conway grew up in the LA entertainment industry —
his father was a
Hollywood literary agent — but his real passion was sports.
Basketball and football were his religion from an early age. When a
series of knee injuries took him out of competitive athletics at the
age of sixteen, he grew greatly depressed. It didn't help matters
that he was reading the existentialists — Camus, Sartre, Kafka —
for a high-school literature course. Then, just a few months before
his seventeenth birthday, Conway had an experience that knocked him
out of his depression and set him on a different path.
"Looking out from my backyard," he writes, "over the
San Fernando Valley, near Mulholland Drive, I was flooded with grace
and the presence of God." He knew at once "that we are
literally made of God’s love." From that moment on, everyone
and everything seemed sacred.
Having been raised Catholic, Conway considered becoming a priest,
but it was difficult for him to reconcile his mystical experiences
with the views of Church establishment. Luckily, his high-school
math teacher, "a little old Italian Jesuit," was happy to
hear him question the conventional belief that human beings are
separate from God. "Father Colossimo took me aside one day in
the big rectory of Loyola High School and, looking both ways to be
sure no non-mystics were in earshot, said, ‘Yes, Timothy, in the
mind of man there is separation between man and God. But in the mind
of God —' he paused again to be sure the coast was clear —
‘it’s all God!' "
Conway began to read the Gospels, visionary Teilhard de Chardin, and
the eminent Catholic mystics to help him understand his religious
awakening. He ultimately outgrew what he calls the "limited
theology" of traditional Roman Catholicism. He also outgrew his
conservative view of global politics, opening his mind to the shadow
side of U.S. domestic and foreign policy. At the University of
California, Santa Cruz, Conway began to explore Eastern philosophy,
devouring everything he could find on the Advaita Vedanta tradition
and different schools of Buddhism, Taoism, Sufism, and Christian and
Jewish mysticism.
At the age of twenty, Conway suffered a major loss: the death of his
younger sister Kathy. Independent of him, Kathy had also chosen a
spiritual path, turning away from a possible modeling career to
explore nature, mysticism, and music. Within a few years, she had
given away nearly all her possessions and was caring for an old
blind man in rural Hawaii. Conway went to visit her there. They
hiked to the east side of Haleakala Crater and then down to a
campsite on a grassy promontory overlooking the coast, where they
spent a day meditating. At midnight, under a full August moon, Kathy
went swimming alone in the ocean below, and a strong riptide
apparently took her out to sea. Her body was never found. Kathy's
death was heart-wrenching for Conway, but it also reinforced for him
the crucial importance of going deeply into mysticism: the
understanding, which he and Kathy shared, that all things are
sacred. Six years later, in 1980, he spent time as a monk in
northern Burma under the Buddhist master Taungpulu Sayadaw. After
that, he traveled throughout India as a lay aspirant, meeting many
of that country's great spiritual teachers.
Conway is the author of Women of Power and Grace: Nine
Astonishing, Inspiring Luminaries of Our Time (Wake Up Press). In
his upcoming book, Healing Our World: Urgent Solutions for
Pressing Problems (the first installment in a trilogy), the
forty-eight-year-old educator and scholar proposes that the many
ills afflicting our world today demand more from us than just a
mystical spirituality. We also need an "engaged"
spirituality, one that extends its concerns beyond our personal
spiritual development. Conway has a Ph.D. in East-West Psychology
from the California Institute of Integral Studies. He has taught for
many years at Santa Barbara City College’s adult-education
program, as well as Pacifica Graduate Institute, Antioch University,
and other schools.
Conway and I spoke for several hours one morning last fall in
Conway’s Santa Barbara condo, where he lives with his wife and two
cats. Images of the world's saints and mystics looked down from his
walls as our conversation ranged from cutting-edge physics to the
television comedy Seinfeld. What struck me most, however, was
how calm I felt in Conway's presence.
Cooper: In your upcoming book, you say that, in former times, one
could get by with just an individual spiritual practice but that in
today’s world it’s not enough.
Conway: There are two kinds of really powerful, transformative
spirituality. One is mystical spirituality or the full, inner
awakening from egoism to transpersonal Awareness. The other is
engaged spirituality, working for the public good or collective
welfare, out of a deep sense of solidarity with all sentient beings.
The problems in the world today are so immense, grievous and dire
that we need both kinds of spirituality, not just an individual,
inner mystical spirituality.
Cooper: You emphasize the need for engaged spirituality in today’s
world. Was it not necessary in the past?
Conway: For tens of thousands of years, humans lived in nomadic
tribal societies and took care of one another, sharing edibles
gathered from the forests and grasslands and game from the hunt.
Tribes worked together to ensure that everyone had clothing and
shelter. To remain viable, tribal societies had to be small. Most
comprised twenty to fifty people, perhaps as many as 150 in an
unusually large group. Some of the hunter-gatherers who survived
into modern times — for instance, the Australian Aborigines and
the African San Bush people (who now, sadly, appear to have been
extinguished by the encroaching modern world) — still have no
private property and cause virtually no environmental damage. They
are among the happiest, most loving people on earth. So a distinct
form of engaged spirituality wasn’t needed among tribal peoples.
They simply took care of each other.
With the appearance of agrarian culture some ten thousand years ago
and the subsequent rise of the great civilizations, a very different
human society emerged. There was division of labor, and societies
became stratified into classes. But in a lot of early agrarian
societies, people still took care of each other and made sure that
virtually everyone was fed, housed, and clothed. As time went on,
though, the politics of most societies grew terribly corrupt, which
led to great pleasure for the privileged and much misery for the
masses.
In time, engaged spirituality would be promoted by all the great
religions: in the ethic of loving-kindness and generosity among the
Buddhists and Hindus, for example, or in the Jewish tradition of tzedek,
or “social justice.” And the Christian enactment of agape love.
It’s not widely known today, but around the time of Christ, many
Jews were Hellenized Jews, people raised in Greco-Roman culture who
converted to Judaism in part because of this wonderful idea of tzedek.
Judaism offered a more meaningful social and religious experience
than the fragmented Hellenistic world of the Mediterranean mystery
schools and their remote, often fickle gods.
I should mention, though, that engaged spirituality could be found
even in the Hellenistic world, among the justice-minded Cynics —
Diogenes (400-320 BCE) and his followers. Many New Testament
scholars now see Jesus as having been, in some respects, the Jewish
equivalent of a Hellenistic Cynic: someone who speaks truth to
power, identifies with marginalized persons, and chastises those who
would exploit, oppress, or ignore them. Early Christianity made
numerous converts because of its “social gospel.” Christians
took care of widows, orphans, and destitute persons. When the Roman
Empire started to break down, it was the Christian communities that
created a welfare safety net, if you will. Later, in the medieval
world and beyond, you find Catholic orders trying to improve the lot
of the downtrodden, especially in urban areas.
Under the social and economic dislocation of colonialism in the
Third World and the Industrial Revolution in the developing First
World, more and more people began to fall through the cracks. Both
colonialism and industrialism spawned horrific social-justice
crises. Some of the nineteenth- and twentieth-century Holiness
movements in American Christianity, like the Church of the Nazarene
and the Salvation Army, emerged in response to these crises and
emphasized an engaged social gospel of service and charity.
In Asia, Buddhists and Hindus began working more for political,
social, and environmental justice in the second half of the
twentieth century, and these movements are growing more influential,
for instance, saving trees and ecosystems from deforestation and
damming, and young girls from the slavery trade in prostitutes. In
Latin America, from the 1960s onward, you find the powerfully
progressive Liberation Theology movement, based on
late-nineteenth-century doctrines from the Vatican that express the
explicit “preferential option for the poor” and favor workers in
management-labor disputes. The Vatican has enunciated this social
gospel of solidarity for more than a hundred years.
Cooper: Is the Catholic Church still focused on social justice?
Conway: Pope John Paul II, who is so conservative on Church doctrine
and lifestyle choices, repeatedly preaches a strongly progressive
social gospel of economic justice. Most Americans are unaware of
this, because almost all of his economic teachings are censored in
the mainstream U.S. press, but just go to the Vatican website or
read the newswire reports when he gives a speech. He frequently
promotes a very radical economic doctrine: that the goods of the
earth were created by God and destined for the good of all, not just
for the privileged few. That’s the official Catholic “universal
destination of goods” idea, enshrined in the Catechism.
In the revised version of the Roman Catholic Catechism, released in
1994, the chapter focusing on the seventh Commandment, “Thou shalt
not steal,” goes far beyond telling individuals not to steal; it
talks about institutional thievery and corporate mistreatment of
workers and the environment. The Catechism implicitly and Pope John
Paul II explicitly condemn the International Monetary Fund and the
World Bank, which, along with groups like USAID and British AID and
all the other “official foreign aid” agencies (not to be
confused with wonderful private aid groups like Oxfam, Catholic
Charities, Friends Service Committee, and Direct Relief
International), form a system designed to exploit poor nations. In
his famous book The Lords of Poverty, Graham Hancock, former
East Africa correspondent for the Economist, lambasted these groups
for the most wanton forms of stealing. They are the primary reason
why half of humanity toils in poverty, one fourth in dire
destitution.
Cooper: What are some of the forces taking us in this direction? Do
you blame technology? Or do you think it was meant to happen this
way?
Conway: Fear, greed, and lack of empathy are the primary forces
driving us in this direction. And technology is part of the problem,
in that it allows those with the better weapons to prey upon the
vulnerable and steal their lands and resources. As for it all being
“meant to happen,” from the mystical point of view, the entire
human drama is an amazing Divine Comedy, perfectly scripted by the
Divine Intelligence.
Of course, there’s nothing funny about the world situation. When
you consider the fact that nearly a fourth of the world’s
population lives on less than a dollar a day, and when you perceive
the worsening environmental conditions and the imminent disaster of
global warming — with all this going on, you might think the world
is just going down the drain. What a tragedy!
But in any good comedy there are periods of tragedy, terror,
villainy, loss, and anguish before the climax. Then everything
changes from being all wrong to all right. In the big metaphysical
picture, we 6.2 billion human beings, and countless other nonhuman
sentient beings, are being challenged to question the illusion of
our egos and awaken from the dream of “me” to our true identity
as Divine Spirit.
Cooper: And what’s going to lead us to that realization?
Conway: Pain, anguish, and a sense of absurdity or meaninglessness
often drive us to awaken as a last resort. At a certain point,
people find life so intolerable that they reject the traditional
conception of an external, “puppet master” Deity. As noted
Protestant theologian Paul Tillich said back in the 1950s: when God
is up there and we’re down here, we’re under his thumb. As
conditions worsen, this rather sadomasochistic view of the deity
eventually becomes intolerable.
Meister Eckhart 700 years ago urged that we “go beyond god to
God.” We must go beyond the dysfunctional theism that puts God up
there in the clouds, lording it over us. I would also say that
there’s no real solace or ultimate spiritual satisfaction in
pantheism, either, which is the idea that God is nothing more than
the sum of all aspects of nature.
Beyond mere theism and pantheism is what has been called
panentheism. A few twentieth-century theologians have tried to
introduce this concept in the West. It’s really the perennial
wisdom of the great mystics, which declares that “God is beyond
all and yet within all; God is transcendent and yet also
immanent.”
The mature panentheistic view says that God alone IS, the I Am That
Am. God plays all the parts in the phenomenal drama of existence.
Like a single actor moving about on stage to create various
characters, God is exploring all kinds of experiences: pleasure,
pain, loneliness, popularity, fear, longing, resentment, euphoria.
As some saintly Hasidic rabbis courageously stated, God is the
Jewish families going off to the ovens in the concentration camps,
and God is the Nazis sending them to their deaths. God is the
suffering Iraqi children dying of cholera, typhoid, and diarrhea
because sanctions have deprived them of clean water and basic
medicines, and God is the U.S. State Department and White House
officials who keep these murderous sanctions in place. All are
guises of the one God. God plays all the possible roles —
from
enlightened beings to the most unenlightened dictators and death
squads. So many different possibilities
— and not just human, but
also animal, plant, fungal, bacterial. All played by this one
Spirit. This nondual view answers the problem that Paul Tillich saw,
of all creatures suffering at the whim of an almighty Creator
who’s putting them through their paces.
No! If you feel pain, this is God’s pain. God is here, finding out
what it’s like to be “you,” experiencing this grievously
troubling situation, just as God is experiencing what it’s like to
be George W. Bush, or Saddam Hussein, or a cancer patient, or
someone who just won the Lotto. What an amazing play of divine
creativity and courage and poignancy.
Cooper: So what act are we in? How does the play end?
Conway: From the mystical view, it doesn’t matter. When you’re
living timelessly in the Now — not the nunc fluens, the now
that flees, this illusive moment [snapping his fingers] which
vanishes every millisecond, but in the nunc stans, the now
that stays, God’s eternal Now — the question doesn’t come up.
At another level many faiths see existence as a story with a
beginning and an end. The ancient Hindus, who have a more cyclic,
nonlinear notion of time, divided the human story into different yugas.
Supposedly right now we’re in the Kali Yuga, the dark age of
environmental ruin, societal breakdown, and hideous abuses. As to
when Kali Yuga ends and a more benign era comes, no one really
knows. God knows.
Cooper: Mystical spirituality has been your main emphasis in your
teaching for the past twenty years. Could you explain a little more
about it?
Conway: Mystical spirituality, as practiced and described in the
Eastern and Western sacred traditions, would have us transcend ego
and selfishness and discover this Absolute Being-Awareness that
stands prior to self. We’re always tested, though, because the ego
can work in subtle, insidious ways. I have found that, in areas
where I thought I was ego-free, the ego still shows up: selfish,
grasping, judging. We can cut through all of that and return
“home” without any binding attachments or aversions. Most
mystical traditions use this metaphor of “the great return.”
Mystical spirituality is about coming home to God. This fulfills the
first Commandment of the Torah, as quoted by Jesus: “Love the Lord
thy God with thy whole soul, heart, mind, and strength.” The
mystical Sufis of Islam speak of passing away or being annihilated
in all-consuming remembrance of or return to Allah. The Hindu sages
speak of losing the sense of a separate, mortal self and realizing
your original identity as the Divine: Tat tvam asi, “That
thou art,” or Aham Brahmasmi, “I am Brahman.” Taoist
mystics speak of the ultimate return (fu) to one’s
primordial nature as Tao. And so on.
Engaged spirituality means spontaneously working for the collective
welfare out of a deep sense of solidarity with all sentient beings.
It also involves inward activity of healing prayer or blessing. It
fulfills the second Commandment of the Jewish Torah and Christian
Gospels: “Love thy neighbor as thyself.” An equivalent can be
found in all other sacred traditions. It’s basically a radical
empathy with “the other,” who at that point is no longer other,
but a manifestation of the one Self, the nondual divine reality of
Spirit. When one is the totality of manifestation —
all beings, all
forms, all events
— how can we not be deeply involved with our
human brothers and sisters and all our fellow creatures on the
planet?
So, while mystical spirituality is about the true “I,” engaged
spirituality is very much about the I that is “we.” We need both
modes, simultaneously, for a full, balanced, deeply alive
spirituality.
Cooper: Many people feel a tension between the more contemplative
life on the one hand, and the more engaged activist life on the
other.
Conway: To heal this conflict, I think it helps to see our situation
on three levels — all equally true and valid. I’ll start with
the most familiar level, level three, the level of our ordinary
experience in the world. This is a realm of opposites, of pleasure
and pain. In some spiritual literature, you hear a lot about going
beyond the opposites, beyond duality, but let’s stop at this level
and acknowledge the loss and gain, the beauty and ugliness. This is
the level of right and wrong and good and evil. It’s humans doing
despicable things to each other and to our ecosystems. It’s also
all the good and beauty and joy in the world.
Look at September 11 and the horrific damage the terrorists caused:
not just the nearly three thousand dead, but also those who were
scarred for life, the economic dislocation, the massive layoffs and
monetary losses. But there was also the great heroism shown by the
firefighters and police officers and rescue workers and all those
who donated their blood and time and energy. The events of September
11 showed both the best and worst of humanity.
This is level three: the amazing play of good and evil. At this
level, one must look evil in the face and see it for what it is. And
one must be willing to step up with an engaged spirituality and do
what needs to be done for the public good.
I do not mean mere charity, but getting involved in enacting
justice. There’s a big difference between charity and justice.
Bill Moyers said, “Faith-based charity provides crumbs from the
table; faith-based justice offers a place at the table.” He wrote
that in the preface to a book by another hero of mine, Jim Wallis, a
progressive evangelical Christian, editor of the spiritual-political
journal Sojourners and cofounder of the Sojourners community.
In his book, Wallis says, “We need to do more than pull people out
of the river before they drown; someone needs to go upstream to see
who or what is throwing them in” — for example, government
policies that punish poor and middle-class Americans, or corrupt
foreign-aid practices that destroy habitat and displace thousands or
millions of people from their ancestral lands. So level three, the
realm of good and evil, is where engaged spirituality shines.
Cooper: What about level two?
Conway: On this level, we realize that, whatever happens, it’s all
perfect. The great fourteenth-century Christian saint Juliana of
Norwich was immensely troubled by the misery around her, the
sinfulness of people, and the traditional idea that sinners would go
to hell. Then she experienced a dazzling revelation: Jesus appeared
to her and said, “All shall be well, and all manner of things
shall be well.” And this beautiful secret from God was revealed to
her — that all beings would somehow be brought Home. No one would
have to permanently suffer in hell, for God is our deepest truth,
our real condition of eternal love and bliss.
This goes back to the old, largely forgotten Christian idea of apokatastasis,
or universal salvation taught by Origen and Clement of Alexandria
and Gregory of Nyssa: God’s love is so powerful that no creature
can exile itself from this Love forever. It may take eons, but at
some point God will redeem all souls. Even Satan will be reconciled
in God’s love.
The beauty of universal redemption is that, no matter what’s
happening on level three — the oppression, exploitation, and
terrorism — it’s all perfect, for this Divine Comedy has a happy
ending. Moments, or periods, or even eons of suffering are
ultimately “outshined” by reconciliation in God.
This idea is not found just in Christianity. It is also known to
mystical Sufis and Hasidic Jews, and it is openly acknowledged in
the Eastern traditions. In the Bhagavad-Gita, Lord Krishna promises
universal salvation for all beings. So, too, does the Buddha, when
he says that all beings will come to nirvana, that none of the
conditioned states are permanent. The ancient Brahma Sutras of India
say, “All beings will eventually become Brahman,” or Divine
Reality, “because there is only Brahman.”
So, with this blissful outcome for all, there’s a sense that
it’s all perfect. Yes, there are times of terrible tragedy and
tribulation, but ultimately everything turns out well. All souls —
really God in disguise — use their suffering as grist for the mill
to produce sublime awakening to Spirit. Ramakrishna, the great
Bengali master of the nineteenth century, when asked why we suffer,
replied: “To add zest to the play.” In classic works of comedy,
from Shakespeare to the Marx Brothers, things get darkest before the
dawn. And when that dawn comes, when the comedic climax happens, all
those on stage awaken to an overwhelming sense of joy and happiness.
In the highest form of comedy, even the villains are converted.
So here at level two, the deep, mystical part of us realizes that
all is well. Unlike our vulnerable human aspect, which fears things
are going down the drain, this deep Self knows that, in the
exquisite script authored by Divine Intelligence, it’s all perfect
and everything happens for a reason. You can take this on faith, but
mystics know it in the core of their being as the truth of every
situation.
Cooper: Many people have trouble even taking it on faith. They want
proof.
Conway: Well, in a way, modern physics supports this aspect of the
mystical view. The basic parameters to get a physical cosmos had to
be absolutely, utterly perfect — otherwise this 14 billion-year-old
universe just wouldn’t have happened. So many astounding
fine-tunings underlie this world that it’s obvious to many
scientists that divine intelligence and wisdom are active in the
process.
What holds the cosmos together is a great mystery. Respected
Princeton mathematician and physicist Elliott Lieb has worked for
thirty years on the “foundational problem” — the question of
why matter is stable. Why doesn’t the atom just implode and then
explode? Another glaring anomaly is that, at the origin of the
material universe, there happened to be a tiny bit more matter than
antimatter. If there had been equal amounts, which is what one would
expect, then everything would have just canceled out. But there just
so happened to be a few more quarks than anti-quarks, in just the
right proportion.
And let’s ponder that initial inflationary period of the physical
universe: the infinitesimal Planck moment, the tiniest moment in
physics, 10-43 second --a ten-millionth of a trillionth
of a trillionth of a trillionth of a second! In this original moment
in time, a “speck of nothing,” a quantum bubble of space-time,
inflated out of the “vacuum” to the size of a soccer ball. Then
the inflation somehow stopped and the Big Bang process took over to
slowly unfold our universe through an energy radiation phase to the
birth of matter, and then evolving galaxies, stars, and planets to
their present proportions. Now, why did that original inflationary
cosmic bubble expand to a certain point and then stop? If it
hadn’t gone far enough or had gone too far, in that initial Planck
moment, we wouldn’t have a universe today.
And, in a fascinating development over the last two decades,
superstring or M theory, now accepted by more than 90 percent of
theoretical physicists, holds that our familiar, four dimensional
space-time cosmos must be embedded within an eleven-dimensional
hyperspace, a much subtler realm ultimately rooted in the
immaterial.
In the realm of chemistry and biology, one great anomaly is water. A
century ago, Lawrence Henderson of Harvard explained that water is,
in many ways, a miracle substance. It has some highly unusual
properties compared to other molecular compounds. And without water,
you wouldn’t have any complex forms of life.
The famous astronomer Fred Hoyle, after being an atheist for most of
his life, found remarkable and inexplicable anomalies in the
chemistry of stars that caused him to declare that “a super
intellect has monkeyed with the basic laws of physics.”
A survey done by the journal Nature revealed that 49 percent
of scientists believe in a personal God. That number surely would
have jumped to 70 or 80 percent had the question allowed for belief
in a transpersonal God, such as the one that Einstein held dear.
The point is this: Atheistic materialists who claim the universe is
just an accident have to appeal to the almighty “laws of
physics” to account for how the cosmos got to be so stable and so
conducive for the emergence of complex forms of life. But when we
see how many absolute miracles of fine tuning were necessary for a
universe and sentient beings to manifest, it becomes a semantic
quibble whether you invoke “the laws of physics” or “God,”
because they share the same divine powers of manifestation. Of
course, the mystics would say that God actually has powers beyond
the physical cosmos.
Cooper: We still haven’t gotten to level one.
Conway: Well, after level two — the realization that everything is
the perfect design of Intelligent Spirit — you might ask, “What
could level one possibly be?” Level one is the deepest mystical
truth, namely: Nothing is happening. The world is a dream. There’s
only God here. It’s always only been God, changeless and full. A
hymn repeatedly found in the ancient Upanishads declares, “Praise
to the great Divine Fullness (Purnam),” which remains
perfect and changeless despite all that is happening at levels two
and three. Because at level one, nothing is happening. What appears
to be happening at the other levels is a dream of Consciousness.
Sufi saint Hakim Sana`i declared: “You think you are something,
but that something is nothing.” La ilaha illah Llah. There
is nothing but God.
Here again modern physics helps out, revealing that atoms are
99.999999 percent empty space. Shimmering fields of energy underlie
the appearance of matter. And energy, physicist Richard Feynman
declared, is a complete mystery. Thus, an increasing number of
physicists are considering that consciousness may be the basic
reality, the source of everything.
The finest nondual advaita scriptures of India use humor to explain
this. Yoga Vasishtha, for example, playfully states, “The cosmos
is like two sons born to a barren woman who did not really exist,
and one day they went out and got on their horses that had never
been born and traveled along a nonexistent path to an uncreated land
to a town that existed only in the imagination.” These advaita
scriptures all affirm that the world is a dream-play of the Supreme
Consciousness. Yes, a world-appearance is happening that has a
relative reality to it, rich with phenomenal experiences
— colors,
sounds, textures, tastes, smells, bodily pains and pleasures,
emotional ups and downs. Yet it’s all a dream. And if you bring
attentive awareness to it, and a strong urge to awaken, the
dream’s apparent solidity is dissolved. And that’s true for the
ego as well, the sense of me, my mind, my body.
So here’s the paradox: in Spirit — wide open, vast, spacious,
infinite Being-Awareness, the No-thing manifests as “something,”
a world of phenomenal entities and processes. But, as the Zen
masters say, it’s all sunyata, empty fullness. It’s
manifesting as Arnie, as Timothy, as the plants, the walls and all
these beings within these walls and beyond, from the microscopic
bacteria to fungi, to animals, to life on other planets. The entire
play of all these souls is the One sitting where it always sits,
spaceless, timeless, conjuring up a dream of multiplicity. Within
the heart-mind of God appears this Cosmos-dream, manifesting on
subtle levels of refined light, from the heavens all the way down to
the denser, gross levels of the physical plane. Wondrous and
poignant adventures are happening. God plays all the parts.
Cooper: But if, on level one, none of this is really happening, then
why are we talking?
Conway: Why not? It’s part of the divine play at levels two and
three. You see, all these levels are simultaneously true. Nothing is
happening, and everything is happening. “Wisdom says I am nothing;
love says I am everything” was how one of my mentors, Nisargadatta
Maharaj, put it to those of us who sat with him. The completion of
the journey Home is realizing one’s identity as both formlessness
and form, nothing and everything, nobody and everybody. And that’s
where engaged spirituality spontaneously manifests. When you know
that there’s only God here, you’re motivated to do whatever it
takes—peacefully protesting, serving, educating, praying--to
alleviate suffering and remedy injustice.
Cooper: But what about the realization that it’s all perfect? Why
do anything at all?
Conway: Ram Dass related a wonderful story about this. Coming from a
good, progressive Jewish family, he was much interested in tzedek,
or justice. One day he was kvetching to his guru, Neem Karoli Baba,
about the suffering in God’s creation, and his guru finally cut
him short, saying: “Look, Ram Dass, suffering is perfect.” And
Ram Dass, shocked by this apparently callous statement, began to
marshal his intellectual resources to argue with his guru. But Neem
Karoli stopped him again and said: “And, Ram Dass, your attempt to
end suffering is also perfect.”
There’s no airtight case for why we should pursue social or
environmental justice, given the fact that everything’s perfect.
But, paradoxically, God prefers good over evil, even though God is
also playing the villains on the world stage, from Nero to Hitler to
Stalin to former Secretary of State Madeleine Albright, who said,
regarding the five hundred thousand innocent children dead in Iraq
because of U.S. sanctions, “We think the price is worth it.” Yet
God is also the human-rights activists attempting to educate folks
like Albright, and God manifests as all progressives rising up to
protest and heal injustice.
Cooper: You say in your upcoming book, Healing Our World,
“Our Founding Fathers would be shocked to see how their beautiful
adventure in democracy has been turned into a plutocratic demoncracy.”
Conway: Jefferson and Madison saw a dark tendency toward greed,
fear, and violence in the human spirit. As an antidote, they chose
representative democracy — which was, incidentally, based on the
representative government of the Iroquois Six Nations. Later, the
Industrial Revolution drove people into an insular, more selfish
kind of existence, competing for manufacturing and mercantile jobs.
In our era, the so-called service and information economies have
disrupted the social fabric and caused an even greater breakdown of
the extended family system. More of us are living by ourselves or
cohabiting for economic reasons. We’ve been turned into a nation
of Lone Rangers, and not by accident. There was an orchestrated
attempt back in the early twentieth century to turn people into
selfish consumers and alienate them from each other. Communes and
voluntary simplicity and other nonconsumerist approaches to living
have arisen to counter this, but most people feel more and more
separate, more and more out of touch.
Modern life continues to discourage solidarity and empathy and
promote competition. Look at our economy, which is really a sadistic
game of musical chairs. Who’s going to get a job that can actually
support a family? Who’s going to get the decent income and
benefits that allow one to save money and not go into credit-card
debt?
We’ve been bamboozled by sloganeering politicians who use
demonizing anecdotes about welfare queens to indict single mothers
while unfairly rewarding their favorite welfare kings: the big
corporate honchos who lavishly fund their servile politicians’
campaigns in return for huge federal subsidies and tax breaks.
Hundreds of billions of dollars in corporate welfare are granted
annually to the ruinous oil, coal, nuclear, mining, and timber
industries, and the corrupt agribusiness, telecommunications, and
financial sectors.
So, yes, we have a demoncracy ruled by demons — greedy, callous,
and conniving. Most of the politicians playing these sordid little
games don’t seem to have a conscience anymore. There are still
about a hundred people in Congress who are trying to promote the
common good. Unfortunately they are heavily outnumbered by these
other politicians who are pretty much bought and paid for by
special-interest groups and corporate donors.
I speak critically of these “demonic” characters, but they need
our compassion. Though they appear immersed in very ungodly
behavior, these folks are essentially God in disguise. Speaking from
the radical context of the one Spirit, I am these people.
There is only one Self here. May they and all beings be healed and
liberated.
Cooper: Let’s talk about the media. You’ve critiqued them for
being too conservative, but many analysts contend that the media are
still a bastion of liberalism.
Conway: Republican Vice President Spiro Agnew first came up with
this myth. The truth is that, since the sixties, the media have
tended to be liberal on certain social issues and most lifestyle
issues. They have largely supported the causes of civil rights and
gay rights, and ethnic forms of culture, from jazz to hip-hop. But
on too many really important issues — poverty, workers’ rights,
wages, war, military spending, corporate misbehavior, tax evasion by
the super-rich, universal healthcare, environmental ruination, and
the criminal “injustice” system — the corporate-owned media
are generally quite conservative and complicit.
The media watchdog group Fairness and Accuracy in Reporting has for
years carefully documented just how far the mainstream media lean to
the right on these important public-policy issues. For instance,
most big media outlets have explicitly or implicitly endorsed
Republican presidential candidates over the decades. “News
analysis” programs almost always feature a debate between extreme
right-wingers and pseudo-liberals who lean to the right, with few
progressive populists anywhere to be seen. And four out of five
“experts” cited by the media on public-policy issues come from
richly funded, right-wing, propagandist pseudo-think tanks such as
the American Enterprise Institute, the Heritage Foundation, the
Hudson Institute, and the right-leaning Cato and Hoover Institutes.
Since the Reagan Era, hard-line right-wingers have routinely written
our public policy, and Republicans have hastily rammed it into law,
with the help of right-leaning Democrats. Meanwhile, the complicit
media have refused to give a voice to those who seriously protest
these evils. That’s why we’re seeing the alarming loss of
species and natural resources, worsening global warming,
ever-increasing poverty here and abroad, criminal neglect of
America’s and the world’s children on a massive scale, and
erasure of our middle class. Corporate executives, elite investors,
and free traders are growing richer while everyone else loses their
shirts. I sometimes think that if you transported our current media
stars—the celebrity news anchors and talk-show hosts—to Nazi
Germany in the 1930s, these people would, in the interest of
so-called “objective reporting,” allow the Nazis to “have
their say” and not give any conscientious protestors the time to
lay out their case for human rights. The whole thing would be
treated as a big joke, a form of entertainment.
Cooper: It seems that entertainment has replaced real reporting.
Conway: Yes. Too often the media fall headlong into “anything
goes” sensationalist journalism, celebrating outrage and looking
for the most bizarre forms of _expression. This then drives a
cultural process wherein young people or mavericks feel that they
can push the envelope even further. Look at what happened to rap
music: it started out as a form of social protest, but then was
hijacked by some surly characters who, aided and abetted by the
corporate music industry and big media, turned it into something
violent and degenerate. As someone who appreciates the beauty and
power of traditional sacred arts, I’m sometimes rubbed the wrong
way by our culture’s ugly forms of music, sculpture, and so on.
Cooper: But aren’t traditional notions of beauty elitist? What
about those who would say that ugly is beautiful?
Conway: There is, in fact, an aspect of Zen which says that whatever
happens has a cosmic beauty to it — what the Zen practitioners
call “suchness.” Dogen Zenji, the thirteenth-century Japanese
Soto Zen founder, said in one of his haiku, “Ah, spring is here.
Flowers are blossoming. So are the weeds.” Zen delights in the
profane and the mundane and doesn’t distinguish between them and
high art. You see this, for instance, in the cartoonish, clownish
self-sketches by certain great Zen masters like Hakuin.
Yet Zen also has fostered sublime temples and gardens and beautiful
arts like the tea ceremony and sacred shakuhachi and koto music. So
even the Zen tradition, which most persistently chops down
artificial barriers between the mundane and the sacred, has given
rise to highly refined sacred arts.
The reason I’m still old-fashioned about the arts is that certain
sacred arts have an uplifting, refining quality. They expand
consciousness and shift it to more subtle realms. The European sage
Jean Klein often talked about the power of sacred art to awaken
people. Pop culture for the most part doesn’t have this power —
except, perhaps, by accident.
Cooper: Is there no room for pure entertainment?
Conway: I hold no elitist bias against the profane arts, where
people are just having fun, sometimes very bawdy or raucous fun. My
wife introduced me to the sitcom Seinfeld, a wonderfully postmodern
comedy where everything goes wrong, there is no happy ending, yet
“that’s OK” in an odd way. Popular culture can be fun, but
when we lose awareness of the sacred arts that celebrate our
spiritual origins, when we become hooked on the adrenaline rush that
pop culture so relentlessly pushes in its ideal of frenzied euphoria
as the acme of human experience, when we get shocked too often by
hard-rock music, gangsta rap, and so on, something precious is lost.
To use the Indian chakra model, pop culture stimulates only the
lower chakras, and that can eventually become more enervating than
gratifying.
Cooper: You also quote Gandhi in your book: “Those who say that
religion has nothing to do with politics do not know what religion
means.” What about the separation of church and state?
Conway: We need to separate institutional religions from the state,
because institutions want more power, more control. They would
distort the political process. But our politics can be motivated by
the core spiritual beliefs that transcend religious divisions.
Many religious leaders are coming to appreciate the value of a
spirituality that goes beyond institutional religion. In the early
1960s the Catholic Church’s Second Vatican Council documents
openly declare that God is working to save souls in religions
outside of Christianity. So, hopefully, humanity is evolving toward
a more enlightened, mature spirituality based on panentheism.
Of course, for a corrupt political state, engaged spirituality
itself is a threat to the status quo.
Cooper: Do we even need organized religion?
Conway: Certainly. For all its grievous sins, organized religion
generates a communal, celebratory power that can inspire us. And it
promotes engaged spirituality through charities and social-justice
movements and environmental coalitions, like the National Religious
Partnership for the Environment. Think, too, of Martin Luther King
Jr. and other civil-rights leaders who used the organizational power
of the black churches to mobilize so many courageous marchers and
demonstrators.
In this country there are some 62 million Catholics. Some are
ultraconservatives, but a great many tend to be political
progressives. Who most opposed Reagan’s and Nixon’s atrocious
policies in Latin America? It was primarily Catholic nuns and
priests and laity, especially in Latin America itself. Many
Catholics in the U.S. are currently fighting to close down the
notorious School of the Americas in Fort Benning, Georgia. The SOA
— recently renamed the Western Hemisphere Institute for Security
Cooperation
— is the US Army division that trains, arms, and funds
death-squad leaders from Latin America, who, over the last forty
years, have slaughtered a million people: peasant farmers,
schoolteachers, union organizers, laborers, journalists, priests,
and nuns. A Catholic priest, Father Roy Bourgeois — who’s also a
highly decorated Vietnam War veteran — has led the movement to
shut down this U.S. terrorist training camp.
It was Catholics like Dorothy Day, Thomas Merton, Jim Forest, and
the Berrigan brothers who spearheaded the religious arm of the
antiwar movement in the sixties. The leading Catholic peace
activists tended to be mavericks, but they also operated within the
channels of the organized Church. That’s how they were able to
mobilize so many fellow activists.
So, yes, we need separation of church and state to save us from Pat
Robertson and Jerry Falwell, and yes, we need a movement toward a
more mystical spirituality. But it’s nice to have institutional
religions around to serve as a conspicuous moral conscience for the
nation and the world.
Cooper: And what about the religions of the East?
Conway: Well, the Dalai Lama, who has a lot of clout on the world
stage, has been emphasizing an engaged spirituality of action, not
just meditation. Hinduism has a reputation for being amorphous and
unorganized, but lately many Hindus have realized they need to
create religious associations. The Hindu holy woman Ammachi (whom I
wrote about at length in the last chapter of Women of Power and
Grace) has become a recognized leader within that tradition. She
has talked of ending the oppression and exploitation of women, and
also of empowering women and men to realize the compassionate way of
“universal motherhood” to alleviate the ills of the world.
Cooper: Doesn’t religious orthodoxy become a problem with any
organized religion?
Conway: Yes, rules can become quite rigid and unjustly oppressive.
But I think that, for people who haven’t come very far on the
journey home and don’t really have a highly developed conscience
or sense of empathy, religious orthodoxy can help to keep them on
the right path. I know that sounds horribly elitist, but it’s the
truth. Certain souls will benefit from orthodox codes of right
beliefs and right practices. Such codes serve as a conditioning
force, eventually refining and ripening adherents to a point where
they can begin integrating the deeper, mystical teachings. Otherwise
they might stumble on certain mystical teachings or powerful
practices before they are ready and turn these teachings on their
heads, using them for ego-aggrandizement. The worst cases go around
exploiting people monetarily or sexually and claiming, “I am the
Divine.”
Cooper: What about someone who meditates to reduce stress?
Conway: There’s nothing wrong with being stress-free and at peace,
but are you realizing genuine peace, or are you trying to achieve
peace as something you can show off to your friends? That’s not
real peace. It’s an inflated ego posture. Many spiritual aspirants
never question this basic ego syndrome that all great spiritual
masters want us to examine. This illusion of being a solid ego in a
solid world. We need to ask ourselves, “Who or what am I?” We
presume a sense of solid self in a solid world that we manipulate
and exploit in different ways for getting pleasure and avoiding
discomfort. Deep spirituality questions the entire delusion of
separate self.
Cooper: You’ve also written about our culture’s “self-absorbed
obsession with needlessly complicated, time-consuming, distracting
forms of spirituality.”
Conway: Obsessing about a spiritual practice is better on some level
than obsessing about getting money or having a beautiful body. The
problem is that people can develop a false conception of
enlightenment. They think it’s some special thoughtless state that
can be achieved by going to meditation retreats and trying to become
ever more contemplative, to reach a permanent state of formless,
blissful consciousness. But none of the Eastern masters ever taught
this as being the ultimate goal. Nor did Western masters like Saint
Francis, who routinely entered deep samadhi states for ten to
fourteen hours a day. None of them ever promoted this as the be-all,
end-all state. Yes, it might help one to experience the truth that
Spirit is all there is. But all authentic spiritual masters teach
that one comes back to the world with an eyes-open, nondual view
that expresses itself through engaged spirituality.
Some people spend vast sums of money on workshops, nutritional
supplements, and hi-tech “consciousness altering” gizmos in
their quest for spiritual transformation. This money could be better
spent helping the poor and victims of injustice. You can support a
Tibetan refugee woman or a child at a Mexican orphanage for less
than two hundred dollars a year. Many have been conned into spending
tens of thousands on corrupt movements like Transcendental
Meditation and Scientology. You could easily spend a hundred
thousand dollars by the time you’re finished, if there were any
finishing it.
Such groups will always try to seduce you into paying for the next
big experience. They hold this carrot in front of you — some new
“state” or new level of initiation — if only you do x, y, and
z, and pay through the nose. Too many folks have squandered valuable
time and money on practices that were never really recommended by
our greatest spiritual masters. The result? These people still have
closed hearts, unenlightened minds, and big egos.
Cooper: So what can we do to avoid this?
Conway: We need to be savvy. For instance, many aspirants believe
they need to undergo endless rigorous training to achieve a blank
mind. That’s a bogus idea of enlightenment. You aren’t the mind
or the body, but the pristine Awareness that transcends and includes
both. What the authentic spiritual masters taught is to become, not
thoughtless, but thought-free; not emotionless, but emotion-free.
That is, we should be free to have our thoughts and emotions and not
be had by them.
So, yes, much of what passes for spirituality today is an ego
project in another form. “Can yoga make me more toned and let me
hang out with beautiful people?” “Can this workshop on crystals
make me more wealthy and influential?” Twenty-five hundred years
ago, the Buddha clearly warned about these limited forms of
spirituality, from deluded forms of superstitious piety, to the sort
of occult magic practices that much of the New Age movement dotes
on—none of which can awaken people from the dream of the grasping,
clinging “me.”
It all comes down to this: Are we content to muddle along in our
mediocrity? Or will we awaken to the peace beyond all fathoming, the
spiritual freedom from all that binds, and the healing love that
embraces all beings in the one Divine Spirit?
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